It's "A sad number of days/ I put myself first"

Do you mean Lynda Randle's
One Day Jesus Will Call My Name?

Some days drag. Some days fly
Some days I think of the day I'll die
Some days fill me and some days drain
And one day Jesus will call my name

Chorus
One day Jesus will call my name
As days go by, I hope I don't stay the same.
I wanna get so close to Him that it's no big change,
On that day that Jesus calls my name

Most days I pray but some days I curse.
It's that number of days I put myself first.
But it's not what I do, the cross made that plain.
And one day Jesus will call my name

one day Jesus will call me home by lynda ( she sings on bill gaither programs)